Tuesday, February 23, 2010
long long time ago.... there was a prince .. who lived desert ... he was the prince of desert and the whole of the world was filled with land.. he had a lover .... a beautifulo princess... they were living happily .... once sandstorm came and the princess was killed ... the prince wept and wept all day long ... all night long... he wept for years.... years..finally his tears became the ocean.. thus was formed the ocean.... and if u want to know the strong love which the prince had for the princess then atleast once we should taste the water of the sea... see how salty it is ...
Manu when he was born......
Its said all babies cry when they are born.. May be when they are born they come into this cold,mean and rough world they feel insecure... Those who do not cry are pinched and made to cry.. Just to give them a feel of this painful ordeal called life.. Well to talk about me i was a baby who never cried and was pinched to cry.... So i belive im still like that untill now... need that extra stimulus to act otherwise im still that careless laidback baby.....
Manu on his first 20 years.....
Lived life in a dream... Didnt know what to do and chased up a lot of things .. was not even sure what he was doing.... and like a blink of an eye time passed.. lots of passing faces and lots of characters... learned lots without knowing what and followed many without knowing why and who.....had equal amount of victories and failures....
Manu inbetween.....
Caring about none... solitary ... My mind is so fast that any one who cannot keep up with me is left behind... people say im not caring... mean selfish... but its not like that... i really care about people and i never wish bad for anyone.... the fact is that im like this .. if u run my speed u run with me.. if you are slower you are forgotten and left behind... no matter who....If you are faster ... i will never accept that you run faster than me.. but deep inside i will admire and make sure that i will be at your pace and will never cause inconvience to you.......
Manu Today ......
Looking at the moon .. i thought of my very tiny childhood days.... how my mother used to make me eat my dinner by making me look at this moon....... and the thoughts of my mother came running to me....
Its the same moon who witnessed the enjoyment which i had with my friends while i was in college ....How we used to roam around at night ... talk about endless things sitting out and pointless arguments...
And this moon beaming at the sea.... i feel how beautiful the colour is ....moonlight on the sea.... black with a little bit of moonlight.. which no great da vinci's canvas can capture.....Now I feel that life is important.... How each creatures are created ... a world in which a ""manu"" cannot be replaced by any other "" manu""....
How i feel that i left out the wonderful time which i was supposed to have on land... im not cursing the sea... but this sea makes me love the land more... so i love this sea more...How im missing the smell of earth when the rains... my earth .. the "nadumuttam" where i my feets got the strength to walk and run.... and how my home and land where i was born knowningly or unknowningly supplied me with all the necessary skills for my life ahead... a good home... good parents.. loving people around.....
How much i feel that i never ever loved back my friends as they used to love me....
How i feel that life was not enjoyed as it was supposed to be enjoyed..... i dont know.....
how i feel.... how i feel to go back in time and enjoy once more this most "intoxicating liquor"" called life....
what i do not know is that whether will this be my feeling when i die.....some say its the most important ... The last thought when you die... its not a lengthy sheet in which you calculate all your success and failures... its just a single thought... may be a smile... a thought "" Ohh .. great .... i lived this life..."" or say a smile... or a long laugh... which encapsulates all the essence that you did here... and i feel that little thought is what u call heaven and hell... a time which is the most important and wich fills the eternity...i would say it expands to fill in the eternal time....
WELL WHAT I WRITE HERE IS NOT ABOUT ME.....
Its about my thoughts which i had on this day....
And in this thoughts you can read me.. my love towards all.... my soul....i cannot gurantee the whole of me... but atleast a little bit of that baby who was born on the 11th of september.. who came into this world without any tears.....
Its said all babies cry when they are born.. May be when they are born they come into this cold,mean and rough world they feel insecure... Those who do not cry are pinched and made to cry.. Just to give them a feel of this painful ordeal called life.. Well to talk about me i was a baby who never cried and was pinched to cry.... So i belive im still like that untill now... need that extra stimulus to act otherwise im still that careless laidback baby.....
Manu on his first 20 years.....
Lived life in a dream... Didnt know what to do and chased up a lot of things .. was not even sure what he was doing.... and like a blink of an eye time passed.. lots of passing faces and lots of characters... learned lots without knowing what and followed many without knowing why and who.....had equal amount of victories and failures....
Manu inbetween.....
Caring about none... solitary ... My mind is so fast that any one who cannot keep up with me is left behind... people say im not caring... mean selfish... but its not like that... i really care about people and i never wish bad for anyone.... the fact is that im like this .. if u run my speed u run with me.. if you are slower you are forgotten and left behind... no matter who....If you are faster ... i will never accept that you run faster than me.. but deep inside i will admire and make sure that i will be at your pace and will never cause inconvience to you.......
Manu Today ......
Looking at the moon .. i thought of my very tiny childhood days.... how my mother used to make me eat my dinner by making me look at this moon....... and the thoughts of my mother came running to me....
Its the same moon who witnessed the enjoyment which i had with my friends while i was in college ....How we used to roam around at night ... talk about endless things sitting out and pointless arguments...
And this moon beaming at the sea.... i feel how beautiful the colour is ....moonlight on the sea.... black with a little bit of moonlight.. which no great da vinci's canvas can capture.....Now I feel that life is important.... How each creatures are created ... a world in which a ""manu"" cannot be replaced by any other "" manu""....
How i feel that i left out the wonderful time which i was supposed to have on land... im not cursing the sea... but this sea makes me love the land more... so i love this sea more...How im missing the smell of earth when the rains... my earth .. the "nadumuttam" where i my feets got the strength to walk and run.... and how my home and land where i was born knowningly or unknowningly supplied me with all the necessary skills for my life ahead... a good home... good parents.. loving people around.....
How much i feel that i never ever loved back my friends as they used to love me....
How i feel that life was not enjoyed as it was supposed to be enjoyed..... i dont know.....
how i feel.... how i feel to go back in time and enjoy once more this most "intoxicating liquor"" called life....
what i do not know is that whether will this be my feeling when i die.....some say its the most important ... The last thought when you die... its not a lengthy sheet in which you calculate all your success and failures... its just a single thought... may be a smile... a thought "" Ohh .. great .... i lived this life..."" or say a smile... or a long laugh... which encapsulates all the essence that you did here... and i feel that little thought is what u call heaven and hell... a time which is the most important and wich fills the eternity...i would say it expands to fill in the eternal time....
WELL WHAT I WRITE HERE IS NOT ABOUT ME.....
Its about my thoughts which i had on this day....
And in this thoughts you can read me.. my love towards all.... my soul....i cannot gurantee the whole of me... but atleast a little bit of that baby who was born on the 11th of september.. who came into this world without any tears.....
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